Yea. Well I could do that and try to be fancy but I cannot be arsed.

I spent most of today on my own, even when I was volunteering.
It was kind of ok and it reminded me that going out and about on my own with my own company is fine and I don’t mind it. I get to do what I want.

Being home/not doing much with my own company is the thing that isn’t so great. I tend to over think and that’s when the love life loneliness gets to me most. This time last year, even though I was living at home, I would be having super long conversations with my ex so I didn’t completely miss the company. I’m over my ex and I don’t miss him, but I miss the company, both actual or via phone.
I talk about love life loneliness like it’s a thing all on its own. But to me it is. I have my friends and I have my family close by so it’s not like I’m on my own and do enjoy their company.

To cut long story short, I miss having a fella. Not all the time though. Just when I feel completely alone and have had too much time on my own.

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